I'M SCARED

I'm scared of this world, the politicians, the warriors, the doctors, the corporate leaders, the people who process our food etc....
I'm not a conspiracy theorist, I'm a realist. At this time in our lives too many crazy things are happening, Swine Flu, Drugs, 2012, Nostradamus etc.
I worry that there is a hidden agenda that nobody talks about. Just ask yourself who makes the most Money....TAXES, DRUG DEALERS (pharmaceuticals), MILITARY, and you tell me you're not scared, one one these is definitely affecting you ?

Is anyone really good ?

I sit here upset, I've been hurt yet again..Is anyone Truly good ?
I am always the better person and try to care about everyone around me and it seems that I'm the only one being hurt. I try to never change, but people around me always do, this time it took five years and my friend showed me his true selfish colours.What do I do now ? I can't be the same around him, he is truly selfish and even admits it...how can we live in a world were people can hurt others and make them feel guilty about it. Why am I always in pain, I feel other people's hurts all the time, I try to empathize with everyone. I wonder if Jesus felt this way about humanity ? (I'm no Jesus by any sense but I try to WWJD. Did we let him down ? Is earthly life one big struggle on purpose ?
I'm so lost at people's selfishness and ulterior motives, It really scares me ....